I am 20 years old and I struggle with a mental illness. I have bipolar, depression, borderline personality disorder, and PTSD. When I was 14 I was dating this guy. 6 months into the relationship I was being abused. It proceeded to get worse. After about a year I was raped the first time by him. He did it 2 other times after that. The last time I don't remember much of it. All I remember was that I was leaving him and I went to grab some of my stuff and then he pushed me and I must have hit my head on the coffee table and I woke up and he was on top of me. I was wondering if Carrie Underwood could contact me in some way. A email, phone call, or meet me in person. I remember her from when she was on American Idol. I watched it every time it was on and I voted for her up until the end when she won. I am a HUGE fan of hers and it would be an honor for me to talk to her. Thank you for reading this!!

-Amber